Saturday, January 03, 2004
1st day of sch...... nothing much... spent 3 hrs in lt5 staring at blardie math re..... zao-ed outta sch almost right after tt.. if not fer blardie repaper, i wldnt even haf gone to sch..... din even prepare for it at all.. well, on the brighter side, had katong laksa n caught Sch of Rock after sch..... heh. n took more photos. can see them if u want to. blea~ ha. im really surprised tt my mom din oppose to me getting a drums set, even without selling my electone.... but i'm still gonna think abt it tho....
sighz..... wasnt in a very gd mood today... think i pulled a rather long face wherever i went... hope no one noticed tho.. cos i did laugh n smile at appropriate times.. i think... hmmmm.....
a rubbishy post.... a great start to a sucky yr...
Thursday, January 01, 2004
i love fireworks. its truly a pretty sight. but i didn't feel happy looking at it jus now..... *shrugs*
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
okie, its actually 31st, new yr's eve alr.. anw, my body clock's really screwed.. n its mostly cos i've been staying out late quite alot recently.. i think i've had enough of clubbing, quite tired of it alr.. unless there's some special reason, don think i'll b clubbing anymore.. for the time being at least..
sighz.. don want 2004 to come.. it means back to the shithole--lessons, hmwk, waking up early, mugging, tests, trg (ok, this part aint tt bad, in fact, it sometimes is the only thing i look forward to in sch).. oh n how can i forget! the 'A's. Y do ppl feel happy welcoming a new year? unless the past yr had been a really really really horrible one for u, i don see y u shld b happy tt a new yr is arriving. A new yr means new problems, more uncertainties, new obstacles, more tasks to complete, new responsibilties to handle, more work to clear, new goals to achieve.... like huh. how tiring la. its like things are shoved into ur face evryday.. n its not like u have a choice.. a New Year means new hope? another chance? i don think so. wat makes u think nxt y wld b a betta one? y Happy new yr? y not hopefully-happy new yr? or for the none hopefuls, jus oh-ok-a-new-yr-is-here-again. In fact, if this yr had been a happy one for u, u shld b sad tt its ending.. u wldn't noe if u'll still remain as happy if nxt yr were to come. So if evryone's celebrating new year, does it mean tt it'd been a bad yr for evryone??
this yr hasnt exactly been a happy one for me. in fact, its been one of the most depressing ones. then y ain't i'm happy tt 2004 is coming? i noe y.... cos i know nxt yr wld b worse. y wld it b any better esp when i'm still stuck in tt shithole n tt there'll b more to expect (in a bad way)... I din intend to talk abt this. but heck! since i alr started..
hmmm.. mayb i onlie rmb the bad stuff, mayb this yr aint tt bad... hA. who m i trying to kid? ok.. mayb 20% of it was gd. tt means 80% was bad. ok. tt's enuff to consider it a bad yr ritez. ok, i don think i'm making much sense here. ignore me.
AHHHHHHH!!! THE NEW YEAR'S COMING!!!! AAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!